WEEK 5 Free Writing Session

in this week we covered free wrighting and further prgressed the idea of basic drafts from the 9 box sheet we filled out to bgin as a starting point. The task was as follows,

Bellow is my response based of some of the idea from my 9 question sheet i will copy and pastethe raw versions from my 10 minuite session and then my cleaned up edited version to show a comparision from my raw thoughts and how things come out of my mind.

FREE WRIGHTING

What is my manifesto you might be asking? My manifesto is intended to be less of a tick liss and mor of a check sheet for myself as a designer, I have tried to find out through things such as a swot analysis and the 9 box sheet about what I think and why think that way. My biggest goal out of this project is to find a way to help me stay in check as through out my life I have always been one step ahead of what I am currently doing without thinking about the current step im taking. However ive noticed a key thing within my thoughts that I have articulated in these activities is my need or desire to be rembered as I permanently in a state of forgetting relevant life information eg what am I doing and why am I doing this. I get up out of a chair and by the time ive stood up I don’t even know why im going this. Or i saw movement out of the corner of my eye while reading something really important and when I look back I don’t even know where I was. These permanently revolving thoughts I have seem to tem from why adhd and impacts me in ways that make me want to scream in frustration however 3 seconds later from thinking how did Iforget ….. ill gorget why im even angry. My manifesto is hopefully going to be used as a life long design check list inspired by the style of Red Alans manifesto however the points I want to keep focus on are things for myself and my longterm practice rather than for others to read and gain inspiration asnits for me and noneone else. The points I want to get across are as follows. I have a great idea but isit good enough to leave a mark in somones memory. After not thunking about my idea can I still rember it, if I cant how is anyone else supposed to find it useful. The next step is to be If I rember and like it is it anygood these is where based of thisidea I should have an excitable erratic burt of hyper focus interest on s specific area of this idea and explore it as best I can…. Next an series of emptiness or reflection by than I mean forget about it all over again and then when you come back what out of all that erraticism means the most or meakes me think that sick. Again if I like it twice its usually right. If I got nothing I should rinse and repeat the first step again and see where I end up . I want my manifesto to be the kind if think I turn into a life style habis but you nevber even ntocie anything is happening until you stop and put into practice one of the steps. Through my life peop,e have told me to sSLOW DOWN, think , don’t you think boy?, well next time, when if you hadn’t done that, you could have tired this. Ive always thought of life as an abyss that once you lose something its gone and its into the abyss of life as its doesn’t care about us or our ART, And so I would lovem to incluse this kind of idea into my manifesto and theme is somewhat accordingly. My reader needs to understand my way of thinking and then try and engage with why and how I think this way. My practice is almost like a snake eating its own tail the oroborus as im throwing away ideas and thoughts intop this abyss when I forget or when I think its bad and in doping so I could really have gone back and thought Is this something Im going to rember and if not why. I WANT TO LEAVE A MEMORY OF SOMETHING IN SOMONE BUT HOW CAN I DO SO IF I CANT EVEN REMBER MY OWN IDEAS.

Next is my edited version

FREE WRIGHTING

What is my manifesto you might be asking? My manifesto is intended to be less of a tick list and mor of a check sheet for myself as a designer, I have tried to find out through things such as a swot analysis and the 9-box sheet about what I think and why think that way. My biggest goal out of this project is to find a way to help me stay in check as throughout my life I have always been one step ahead of what I am currently doing without thinking about the current step I’m taking. However, I’ve noticed a key thing within my thoughts that I have articulated in these activities is my need or desire to be remembered as I permanently in a state of forgetting relevant life information e.g. what am I doing and why am I doing this. I get up out of a chair and by the time I’ve stood up I don’t even know why I’m going this. Or I saw movement out of the corner of my eye while reading something really important and when I look back I don’t even know where I was. These permanently revolving thoughts I have seem to them from why adhd and impacts me in ways that make me want to scream in frustration however 3 seconds later from thinking how did I forget ….. ill forget why I’m even angry. My manifesto is hopefully going to be used as a lifelong design check list inspired by the style of Red Alans manifesto however the points, I want to keep focus on are things for myself and my long-term practice rather than for others to read and gain inspiration as its for me and no one else. The points I want to get across are as follows. I have a great idea but is it good enough to leave a mark in someone’s memory. After not thinking about my idea can I still remember it, if I can’t how is anyone else supposed to find it useful. The next step is to be If I remember and like it is it any good these is where based of this idea I should have an excitable erratic blurt of hyper focus interest on s specific area of this idea and explore it as best I can…. Next a series of emptiness or reflection by than I mean forget about it all over again and then when you come back what out of all that erraticism means the most or makes me think that sick. Again, if I like it twice its usually right. If I got nothing I should rinse and repeat the first step again and see where I end up. I want my manifesto to be the kind if think I turn into a lifestyle habits, but you never even notice anything is happening until you stop and put into practice one of the steps. Through my life people have told me to slow DOWN, think, don’t you think boy? well next time, when if you hadn’t done that, you could have tired this. I’ve always thought of life as an abyss that once you lose something it gone and its into the abyss of life as its doesn’t care about us or our ART, And so I would love to include this kind of idea into my manifesto and theme is somewhat accordingly. My reader needs to understand my way of thinking and then try and engage with why and how I think this way. My practice is almost like a snake eating its own tail the ouroboros as I’m throwing away ideas and thoughts into this abyss when I forget or when I think its bad and in doing so I could really have gone back and thought Is this something I’m going to remember and if not why. I WANT TO LEAVE A MEMORY OF SOMETHING IN SOMONE BUT HOW CAN I DO SO IF I CAN’T EVEN REMBER MY OWN IDEAS.

This task was interesting as free wrighting as I got more in my own head for the 10 mins as I wrote, i felt it getting more and more personal as I released more how I was thinking as a wrote but having no time to reflect on what I was thinking I just wrote it down instead of double checking it this isn't my style of wrighting and was great to see a more honest layout of thoughts for my manifesto development I'm going to try and research some of the points I thought were key from this and incorporate them into my research.